Depression

[jack]

Just putting it out there.

I have really been struggling this year.

Some know most of my year but between isolation, especially from interstate friends and family we usually see every few months, a miscarriage early this year, making some poor job decisions(leaving stable employer to seek trade qualification and have had two untrustworthy employers since), ongoing house renovations and and overwhelming task list for it, going through three cars in 12 months due to serious mechanical failures, struggling to support a family and mortgage on an apprentice wage while being the rock of my family the last 8 months have taken their toll on me. Needless to say I have bitten off far more than I can chew.

I have recently started taking antidepressants, they are helping although they just dull emotions. Now finding it very hard to get excited about anything. I speak to friends and all my troubles but nothing compares to just catching up for a beer at the pub type thing.

2020 has been a shit year and hard on everyone. Hopefully 2021 bring a better year

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Take care Nic, give Tegan and that beautiful baby of yours a big hug, it won’t fix everything but it will make you all feel better for it.
We’re looking ahead to 2021, 2020 is a write off for sure.