Depression

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Had a bad day this Monday, went off my medication for 4 days.....thought that I was tough and did not need them anymore

This is my trip report on it:

Went to work on Monday in a foul mood due to being a d#ckhead for being off my meds.
Lasted 3/4 of an hour and had to leave and go home otherwise I would have most likely bashed someone.
Got home and ranted and raved to myself as my youngest son was at work.
This part is very hard for me to say but suicide did cross my mind.
Slapped myself in the face and moved away from that thought.

Went to work on Tuesday and was on edge all day until I saw my doctor in the afternoon.
Doctor ripped me a new one for not renewing my prescription before running out.

Back on medication since Tuesday night and all is good.
My depression may be a strange one as I get very aggravated and my temper goes out of control, this I think is due to loosing my wife 12 years ago to Lymphoma and there are so many lowlifes in this world that deserve what my wife had.

PLEASE PEOPLE, DO NOT GO OFF YOUR MEDICATION

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