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26th May 2017, 07:10 PM
#931
Patrol God
No updates on the scumbags other than that they wanted protection whilst inside.
still crying myself to sleep every night. At one stage I thought my marraige was
over. Ive known Lily for over 40 yrs you can't just trhow that away. We spoke at
length and things are back on track. Daniel has taken off up to the Gold Coast with
his girl friend. I still have a huge hole in my heart and realise things will never be the same.
Again a huge thanks to the PPL that have pm'd. This is never going to easy but the Patrol will be
up and running in a few weeks, then Ill go get lost along the murray somewhere.I cant see it getting any
easier any time soon, All we can do is lean on each other and get strength fom that.
Down to the Tattoo shop next week and I said Id never get one, David was my special boy, my first born
I reckon all you new fathers know how proud you were putting a spout on you first born, and gave you bragging rites
amongst your mates. well David has now been cremated because of the circumstances. some ashes will be
spread along the Murray , I wish you could have met him he had infectious personallity all who knew him
never forgot him, thats the person David was. he'd give you the shirt off his back if you were cold, rant over for now
My darling boy David now gone forever because of 2 scumbags who thought they were Al Capone the friggen losers.
It' beaking our hearts
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26th May 2017 07:10 PM
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26th May 2017, 08:59 PM
#932
Expert
Originally Posted by
GQtdauto
Been there done that .
Ditto
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26th May 2017, 09:03 PM
#933
Bunjie if you want Pm me I'm no miracle worker but willing to help .
U have 4 choices in life :U can like it; lump it; love it or shove it, take your pick and stick to it !
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31st May 2017, 03:32 PM
#934
Patrol God
iM not handling this too good still crying every 5 mins I know it natural to miss him but not the way David went
Im just making myself angry and I know that cant be good. I miss my son I want him back its just not fair that
some scumbag can take the love of my life the apple of my eye away from me, ,Its just not fair and makes you feel
like the man ups stairs has failed me some how , I just dont know,, Its not one of those things that happens every day.
Ill cry myself to sleep again and see what tomorrow brings,,,if its more shit Im taking my bat and ball and going home.
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24th July 2017, 05:24 PM
#935
Patrol God
Well i never imagined in a million years I'd be posting in this thread from a personal point of view. But here I am...
I'm usually happy and vibrant at this time of year as i love cold and winter. But this time it's been somewhat of a nightmare.
Cut a book-length story short. I had a heart related medical scare, or thought I did, since it was never figured out what it was...
From there on things got full on. I kept thinking of the worst and then in turn i kept thinking of my family, wife, son, etc. Mind wondered into the extreme corner , what if i was gone and what would happen to them, how would they cope from all aspect.
And things spiraled down from there. It felt incredibly shit day in and day out. The whole thinking and waiting for results etc felt like an eternity . During that time I stopped doing things i usually did.... Hardly spoke to many people I usually did. I bottled stuff up.
Mates, pub, family outings. 4x4 stuff being my hobby was the last thing on my mind. The 8 hours being at work, was just a gap, a break away from thinking about crap... In the end i seeked helped and very quickly got diagnosed with a mild depression. I thought i was a mind strong individual, thought i was ducks nuts and nothing would kick me. Farkin' hell was I wrong...
I've had some very dark days. And the pros think I had "mild" case of depression. If thats the case, I really do not ever want to see what extreme cases are like. I feel for people who ever go through those dark long tunnels.
All i can say is. Look for help guys. Talk to people. Open up ,do not bottle shit up. Believe me it helps.
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24th July 2017, 05:32 PM
#936
Hardcore
Cheers
Jack
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24th July 2017, 05:39 PM
#937
Patrol God
You've done well Eric hope its all good going now
if you drink Red Bull give it away that will bring on
heart problems
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24th July 2017, 07:07 PM
#938
Patrol God
So very glad you are here and talking about it, mate.
My advice is: not to follow my advice.
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24th July 2017, 08:55 PM
#939
Patrol God
Thanks fellas. Really means a lot. @Sir Roofy . I've never touched those drinks, as I know how bad they are. Issue was more infection related.
Things have been much more stable as of late hence why i'm here catching up etc...
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24th July 2017, 09:05 PM
#940
Moderator
Good on you Eric. Glad to see you about mate. Yo u just missed a cracka of a weekend in Licola. Don't let the bastard night mate. Your welcome to have a coffee or a beer at my table any time mate. Happy to come across for a chat any time bud.
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