Depression

[Stropp]

Yes hodge I know what you mean, a few yrs ago I had a similar bad experience with slight depression if you need a chat let me know.

[Sir Roofy]

Thanks fellas. Really means a lot. @Sir Roofy . I've never touched those drinks, as I know how bad they are. Issue was more infection related.
Things have been much more stable as of late hence why i'm here catching up etc...

If your ever going past mate just drop in any time will PM address if you like or phone number

[threedogs]

The only thing that made me feel uneasy with the Pysciatrist was her saying she knew how I feel
What I crock I didnt ask which member of her family was murdered. I have found better answers and comfort
from a few nameless members who have been a great help and will be receiving big hugs next time we meet.
My sister has been great unfortunately she can answer any of the questions as she has lost two children of her own
one at 18 hrs the other at 5 year, I was the only one working at that stage and supported to family for quite a while
yes it was a sad time and sad for a long time I remember still breaking down as late as 1989 and Melissa died in
l980 so that took a long time to get over it, Now I have the correct email address of a member Im be able to vent a little to
the correct person, I wonder who received all the others. things are still crap and seems to be a little bit of light at the end of the
tunnel , but with the the court cases coming up that light will go out and will have to start all over again. Ive yet to go to the
cemetary I'll wait till the Patrol is running. All I can say is life sucks big ones and for all you out there with children say you love
them every day. amd give them a big cuddle every time you see them, you just never know, when I last saw David when I dropped him
off all I said was behave your self see you later and I love you. and that was that, the rest was out of my hands...rant over love the ones around you

[GQtdauto]

You've done well TD and yes life can be cruel sometimes but that's when you find out what mates are really for .

[Evo]

So...

Has now been a little over 6 years since I was able to work.
People ask how do I manage, I answered honestly.
"I don't know, just do."
However, I now think I have reached the point where rationality and sanity have fallen out the window.
Every day is a struggle.
Can't think straight.
Have a very short fuse.
Just feel useless.

Just don't know what to do...

Sorry fellas.
Just needed an outlet.

[growler2058]

Camping mate! You need a night or 3 out in the bush.

[GQtdauto]

So...

Has now been a little over 6 years since I was able to work.
People ask how do I manage, I answered honestly.
"I don't know, just do."
However, I now think I have reached the point where rationality and sanity have fallen out the window.
Every day is a struggle.
Can't think straight.
Have a very short fuse.
Just feel useless.

Just don't know what to do...

Sorry fellas.
Just needed an outlet.

I'm into my ninth year now and despite having to wear a foot brace and special shoes most of the time and the weird toilet habits the pain was finally something I could live with , I lost my working life , social life and most if not all of my friends .
In January I had a minor operation to remove a cyst from my right wrist which didn't go to plan , the surgeon cut a vein and nerves ,now I'm struggling to do anything with the right hand and it's getting worse , the constant burning sensation caused by the cut nerves is bad enough but trying to use the right hand like I used to only to get stabbing pains and like electric shocks has put me back nine years .
Only thing is I know what I'm in for because I've been there before , just waiting for the black dog to show up and start following me around again .
But there are ways of making the mutt disappear and getting back to a half normal life mate .

[mudnut]

So...

Has now been a little over 6 years since I was able to work.
People ask how do I manage, I answered honestly.
"I don't know, just do."
However, I now think I have reached the point where rationality and sanity have fallen out the window.
Every day is a struggle.
Can't think straight.
Have a very short fuse.
Just feel useless.

Just don't know what to do...

Sorry fellas.
Just needed an outlet.

There are so many here that are going through varying degrees of what you have posted, Evo, so vent away, mate.

[GQtdauto]

Sent you a pm Evo

[Evo]

Camping mate! You need a night or 3 out in the bush.

That's something that I would be up for, but not a thing that interests the missus.
Plus she started a new job from home last year and works weekends (our weekend is, and has been for the last 8 months, Tuesday and Wednesday) and so I look after our little fella as much as I can while she works.