Depression

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I'm into my ninth year now and despite having to wear a foot brace and special shoes most of the time and the weird toilet habits the pain was finally something I could live with , I lost my working life , social life and most if not all of my friends .
In January I had a minor operation to remove a cyst from my right wrist which didn't go to plan , the surgeon cut a vein and nerves ,now I'm struggling to do anything with the right hand and it's getting worse , the constant burning sensation caused by the cut nerves is bad enough but trying to use the right hand like I used to only to get stabbing pains and like electric shocks has put me back nine years .
Only thing is I know what I'm in for because I've been there before , just waiting for the black dog to show up and start following me around again .
But there are ways of making the mutt disappear and getting back to a half normal life mate .

Yep, know exactly what you mean with work, social life and "friends".
Was always physically active, work was physical, sport, tinkering with cars...
Doesn't seem to be anything that I can do without pain or wandering thoughts, so I almost figure, why bother?